Bristol, United Kingdom, PINWEI

Alright.. so its been a month and a week that i've left Kuching and probably a lot longer since i updated this blog of mine. Firstly, to keep all of u guys up to date about me here: UK is about a 14 hour flight from KL. I met quite a few asians on the flight, one of whom i got along with pretty well. =) *and its a girl* The very good thing about using going on international flights is that they serve u alcohol on board. and me being the asshole that i sometimes am, had a few glasses of wine and abit of cognac. hahahaha. SO by the time i reached London, i was feeling happy. =). Took the train from London Heathrow to Cardiff to arrange my sisters stuff. After all that, i went to Bristol and here i am now.

MY ADDRESS IS: 19 VICTORIA PARK, FISHPONDS, BRISTOL, BS162HJ. LETTERS WILL BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED. lol

The weather here is horrible because its perpetually cold for malaysians. about single digits nowadays coz its nearly the end of autumn. ><

OKAY, so i'm currently having my school holidays now. half-term break. for about 11days.. woke up at around 1030 today, had brunch and went out to buy some stuff.. will go out later in the evening to see whether are there jobs around the area...

Pictures:

randomness.

i have a friend. at times she may be stubborn, TEMPERAMENTAL, childish, *u get the picture* =D
but she's one of those rare people that i seldom come across and one whom i'll really really treasure until we eventually kick the bucket.

Eventhough when i mean the truth, she takes it as something else *smiles*
i'll say that we've been through quarrels, laughter, pain, so on so forth; there were times where i wished the choices i took could be undone but thinking about it, if i never took those steps, i'd not have these feelings for u now. =) so i guess its both a blessing and a curse.

i am myself. i choose to live life to the fullest. i thank you for waking me up at those crossroads; eventhough you can be kinda harsh at times.. friends i have many, but those that i trust will always be little. it ain't easy opening up to people that u think u know, but end up getting knifed in the back. we take our chances in life, be it good or bad, you'll never know what u might end up getting in the end. i know that people have a variety of opinions about me. i have been on the receiving end of life's many surprises, but hey? who hasn't? theres always this lifelong dream of everyone to find someone who we can really relate to without the fear of rejection or discrimination. but hell, thats even harder then flying. =x

i look in the mirror. my reflection tells me to keep going strong. be the person you've always been. keep it that way. i daresay that i have been a leader all this while.. but for the first time in my life, i feel disoriented and the road ahead of me aint no walk in the park, and i'm sure that there are so many others out there feeling that way.. A pat on the back for you, and i promise that i'll be there to keep u going when you stumble. i draw strength from people around me. losing any one of them will be devastating.. look around us. how many people have we hurt along the way to get where we are today.. i sincerely apologize to those whom i've struck nerves with. but remember that realizing the error of our ways leads to the growth of character.

A final thankyou and my feelings of gratitude to those who've stood by me through thick and thin; especially those whom i'm close with. i'd never have become the person today without lessons learnt from the past.

G JMTC WMS JMRQ

cheers.

i'm bored...

First of all, this post is taken from cedric; and was edited by me. For those that don't know him, go read his blog at www.mochaspot.blogspot.com i have the feeling that he'll keep you entertained very much. =)

YOU'RE TAGGED IF U READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What guys think about the opposite sex.

When I say I'm confused, I'm confused
When I say yes, I mean yes
When I say I hate you I mean I hate you
When I say No, I mean No
When I say I'm bored I mean i'd like to see acts of stupidity and laugh my head off at those.
I NEVER say I'm moody. (unless moody=emo. then thats a different thing.)
When I say I love you, I really do.
When I say you smile is sweet, it means it'll give people diabetes
When I say you's good-looking, you must be DAMN HANDSOME.
I never say i heart u
When I say I'm freezing, I mean I'm freezing.
When I say good luck, I mean good luck
When I say I like you, I mean I like you.
When I say it's not important, I mean it's not important (why keep bloody asking?).
When I say dunno how, it means i dont want to reply you
When I say I'm in love, I'm probably itching for pain. AGAIN
When I say I wanna buy new stuff, I mean I wanna buy new stuff.
When I say I'm crying, I'm gay.
When I say you rock, I mean you airport.
When I say my results suck, I mean my results suck.
When I say I'm stupid, don't say anything. LAUGH. OR I WILL MAKE U LAUGH.
When I say something stupid, say something stupid with me. =)
when I say I miss you, I probably did, and i will miss u when i see u.
When I say dude, I think you're bisexual.
When I say dun feel like doing it, it means many things. (most of them depend on the chore given Work/manual labour=nono Things that are pleasurable=you think i want to do or not??)
when I say I want to see you, it means I want to see you in the bedroom.
When I say ish, I mean ish.
I never say whatever.
When I say you're sombong, I mean you are. And i'd like to introduce your nose to chopstick.
When I say I want to see cute guys, punch me. Bobok was entrusted the task of punching me.
When I say I hate that nickname, I mean I hate that nickname.
When I say go die larh, I mean go die larh. *adds* or u want me help u?
When I say F***, I can mean many many many things.
I never say muaks
When I say I'm tired, I mean I'm tired.
When I'm quiet, sometimes there's something to it, but mostly nothings wrong.
When I say it's a secret, I mean it's a secret
When I say I hate my home, I mean I hate my home
When I say I'm innocent, *flash smile*
When I say that guy is cute, i am gonna experience pain if Bobok is there.
When I got nothing to say, I mean I've got nothing to say.
When I give you advise, buy me a beer,ham,drinks,food,and all other material fun-inducing stuff.
When I say I love Nicholas Teo, kill me, castrate me and drown me.
When I say she is not pretty, I mean KNNCCBTIUNIAMACHAOHAI she's not pretty. *vomits*
When I say OMG, I mean OMG
When I say I hate badminton, dont keep asking me who won the match.
When I say hello, I mean hello. (but hello could mean lots of things....) ngehehe. *rubs hands*
When I stare at you, ask me why. your face might be funnie then. haha.
Why would I say I'm lesbian?
When I say, means this it is the end of this post.

*thanks cedric for the original post*

CHeers.

woohoo!! ^^

well well well, its been awhile since i last posted anything. so yeah. here goes.

i went to Damai yesterday with a group of buddies. some had to skip class to get there, others had to take detours from the state library. *ahem ahem* but anyways, we reached there, headed off to the beach, sat for awhile, decided that it was hot, and went to cool off. =) Damai has always been fun. memories, fun, sand, laughter, GIRLS, etc... and yeah, turns out that yesterday was holiday season or something for tourists and i'll leave the scenery to your own imagination. hehe.

The Cast: Pheebs, Ren, Jasmin, Eileen, MeiYing, Lik, Siang, and me.

Before anything happened.

After dipping.

yeah. after the beach the guys headed for the swimming pool.. we saw some hot asian/jap/korean chick sunbathing. O.O *inserts drooling and inappropriate behaviour*
dipped for a while and we decided to get out. we camwhored abit and headed off to the lobby.

THE DIVAS...

THE GUYS...

<<< the cutest couple




LALALALALALALALALALALALA

THE BEST BUDDY ^^^

After all that, we headed to BUNTAL for dinner...


Food was good. Company was good. Scenery was good.
what more could one ask for~ =)

CHEERS.

(p.s: in case anyone is wondering, i didnt get any numbers la. the text bubbles are purely fictional)

emo am i, i am emo...

emonemo emonemo emonemo emonemo. yup, good words to describe my feelings now. imagine spaghetti wound around a chopstick, then u swing swing swing it around while defying the laws of physics and u see the strands whip around. (but mind u, the spaghetti does not fly off the chopstick.) turmoil. washing machine. lalalalalalala~

YES. I AM EMO RIGHT NOW. SO SUE ME. >.<

no cheers for this post. =(

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

To be or not to be...

the night was long.. the sudden urge to pick up his phone and send that text message to her was unbearable. Pausing for a few moments, his fingers worked deftly, pressing each of the buttons. at the final text, he paused again. thoughts were running through his head; this wasnt the person he was.. usually he'd stick with his opinions till the very end, but somehow this time it felt different. he knew his intentions were good, just wanting to play a part in someones life. however he was shunned at the worst possible minute. a world of darkness enveloped him. he sat there closing his eyes and expected the worst from her. the first reply was okay. however, rejection became more and more evident in the 2nd and 3rd messages. it seems that time spent together was not time spent at all.. 2 strangers wif mutual attraction towards each other. Was it lust? love? ignorance? or just impulsiveness. promises that were made in the beginning were sweet. promises made in the beginning made him warm and fuzzy inside.

Tragedy struck. dreams and hopes were shattered. at first he felt as if this was just something along the way. bit by bit she grew on him. her smile, the way she laughed, time spent with her was time treasured.. he began to look forward to seeing her. at the time where he himself was getting attached; it broke. that fragile link between him and her was yanked apart. Perhaps he just didnt see it coming..

I believe that we only live once in this world. roads and paths are there to be marked with our presence. Be it in someones life or in the world, we all have our part to play as long as we live. Friends who bring joy, laughter and tears come and go. sometimes saying goodbye is the best thing to do at that time. but bear in mind that with every step we take, there will always be repercussions and consequences. Regret is always hard to swallow. But sometimes it is a very good teacher. Contradictions and paradoxes are all around us, from the verses that we use to the actions we do; we are chained to it. I believe that humans are very fragile beings. but it is the fragility of a person that shines and touches the hearts of people. Many of us prefer to stay behind a barbed exterior, unwilling to allow people into our lives.. Loneliness is crippling. We were made for fellowship..

Treasure the things we have now for once they're gone, they're gone. thanks for the memories and smiles you've gave me. for i have learnt a lot from this relationship, and i hope you have too.

Cheers.