monkeys,piano and pigs...: December 2008

Note: this post was written a week ago, wasnt able to upload photos then for some reason....

well... i'm on my bed now, jay's songs on another tab playing, my mind's trying to picture damai beach and deng throwing up; but my body's in bristol. haha. how frustrating is that. sometimes dont we wish we could "jump" to anywhere we wanted. =) soooo... i've been in the uk now for around 3months, the truth about me not blogging so often(or not at all) is coz i dont really have anything to blog about. ><

Given a choice, would you follow the flow or stand out and make a difference to the people around you? touchy touchy eh? this is a hit or miss situation. PEER PRESSURE is very very real; to the people we choose to mix with and even to the extent of what type of clothes we wear. many might think that these are just superficial things; but we will get singled out for the choices we make. Coming to a different country has really made me question my views on certain things and even brought upon a different mindset.. but how do we know whether this is the real deal or not? i guess time and lessons learnt will reveal all. people will never be what they seem; and this really has made me treasure all the people who're close to my heart. *might sound gay to some of u fuckers out there* but i love u all. u guys have made me who i am today and things like this dont go away easily. being away from all the things that have been familiar has given me the chance to start anew, i realised that i could be anyone i wanted in this new country, a second chance, a new face, whatever we call it.. stuff like this doesnt come around often, grab it by the balls and make the most of it.

alright then.. i'm done here. enjoy the pictures. =) xxxx

cheers.

1. somewhere near Temple Meads. (train station)