emo am i, i am emo...

emonemo emonemo emonemo emonemo. yup, good words to describe my feelings now. imagine spaghetti wound around a chopstick, then u swing swing swing it around while defying the laws of physics and u see the strands whip around. (but mind u, the spaghetti does not fly off the chopstick.) turmoil. washing machine. lalalalalalala~

YES. I AM EMO RIGHT NOW. SO SUE ME. >.<

no cheers for this post. =(

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love. And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear! You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor. At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

To be or not to be...

the night was long.. the sudden urge to pick up his phone and send that text message to her was unbearable. Pausing for a few moments, his fingers worked deftly, pressing each of the buttons. at the final text, he paused again. thoughts were running through his head; this wasnt the person he was.. usually he'd stick with his opinions till the very end, but somehow this time it felt different. he knew his intentions were good, just wanting to play a part in someones life. however he was shunned at the worst possible minute. a world of darkness enveloped him. he sat there closing his eyes and expected the worst from her. the first reply was okay. however, rejection became more and more evident in the 2nd and 3rd messages. it seems that time spent together was not time spent at all.. 2 strangers wif mutual attraction towards each other. Was it lust? love? ignorance? or just impulsiveness. promises that were made in the beginning were sweet. promises made in the beginning made him warm and fuzzy inside.

Tragedy struck. dreams and hopes were shattered. at first he felt as if this was just something along the way. bit by bit she grew on him. her smile, the way she laughed, time spent with her was time treasured.. he began to look forward to seeing her. at the time where he himself was getting attached; it broke. that fragile link between him and her was yanked apart. Perhaps he just didnt see it coming..

I believe that we only live once in this world. roads and paths are there to be marked with our presence. Be it in someones life or in the world, we all have our part to play as long as we live. Friends who bring joy, laughter and tears come and go. sometimes saying goodbye is the best thing to do at that time. but bear in mind that with every step we take, there will always be repercussions and consequences. Regret is always hard to swallow. But sometimes it is a very good teacher. Contradictions and paradoxes are all around us, from the verses that we use to the actions we do; we are chained to it. I believe that humans are very fragile beings. but it is the fragility of a person that shines and touches the hearts of people. Many of us prefer to stay behind a barbed exterior, unwilling to allow people into our lives.. Loneliness is crippling. We were made for fellowship..

Treasure the things we have now for once they're gone, they're gone. thanks for the memories and smiles you've gave me. for i have learnt a lot from this relationship, and i hope you have too.

Cheers.

SIBEH SOI..... =(

haiz... so soi last nite. i was driving back from siawching's birthday dinner when halfway at foochow road my car tyre pong ki. -.-" at first i thought the sound coming from the rear end of my car was from the motorcyclist near me but after closer inspection i realized that the rear tyre condemn ki... lol. stopped at the roadside and called koko to help.. spent Rm220 on both rear tyres today. my wallet is bleeding dy. =(

anyways. went out again this afternooon wif buddy and kelvin.. i seriously need to pump gas for my car's aircon. the freakin' thing is like a sauna. hehe.

this is a picture of me and BOb. buddy's doggie. she wants to name it hobbes though~ *ahem*

gonna study for bio quiz later.. then tomorow nite go out wif friends for fun. =)

Cheers~

hmmmm.. =)

* the pic above was on the 14th of june. SIawChing's birthday at EnterK. hate my hair. T.T *



haha! went out wif kelvin and liu today... very fun. brought kelvin to cut his hair and brought them to shisha at little lebanon. lol. weather wasnt that agreeable wif us today, rained heavilly while we were halfway enjoying.. owells, at least i got some information on my friend's lives in KL. they're still the same old as*holes i've known and remembered them for. =)

yesterday news of my classmate who passed away reach my ears.. felt really shocked that he's left us. eventhough i didnt really get to know him that well, i hope that he's at peace now. *bows head*

moving on... form6 is really challenging lor, especially addmx. T.T dun understand de.. had some Leo meeting in school just now and i'm wondering y bobok didnt come to school for the past 2 days, hope everything's ok..
GOnna sleep now. Nites everyone~

Cheers.

KNNCCB... Hair so short still wan cut.

LOL. in reference to the title stated above, the school i'm studying in is getting more and more like a jailhouse. today got perhimpunan; after perhimpunan; pai dui body check; hair long stay inside; later kena cut; donwan kena cut puek wif teacher; puek not sucessful go home; kena send home still wan ask parents come; u think parents no need work ar? KNN...
but maybe i was a little too rude towards the teacher.. hmmm.. on 2nd thoughts, NO. =)
i mean, yes, u wanna follow wad is stated in the diary, but diary no say u can pull down the hair in front ler!!!??? so lidis no rules liaw lor, u wan how then how.. Wad type of school is this? plus somemore headmaster no hair.. Jealous ar? hahahahahahaha~
Hmmm... fast fast leave the school, stay there somemore also later become botak. Next time see ur kids kena cut untill suku suku ngongngong, see whether u like o not lo~

went to my friend's house just now for a short jamming session.. very fun.. got grand piano somemore. jiak jiak song. =) owells, continue next time. go school tomorow see wad the teacher say~

Cheers.