but she's one of those rare people that i seldom come across and one whom i'll really really treasure until we eventually kick the bucket.
Eventhough when i mean the truth, she takes it as something else *smiles*
i'll say that we've been through quarrels, laughter, pain, so on so forth; there were times where i wished the choices i took could be undone but thinking about it, if i never took those steps, i'd not have these feelings for u now. =) so i guess its both a blessing and a curse.
i am myself. i choose to live life to the fullest. i thank you for waking me up at those crossroads; eventhough you can be kinda harsh at times.. friends i have many, but those that i trust will always be little. it ain't easy opening up to people that u think u know, but end up getting knifed in the back. we take our chances in life, be it good or bad, you'll never know what u might end up getting in the end. i know that people have a variety of opinions about me. i have been on the receiving end of life's many surprises, but hey? who hasn't? theres always this lifelong dream of everyone to find someone who we can really relate to without the fear of rejection or discrimination. but hell, thats even harder then flying. =x
i look in the mirror. my reflection tells me to keep going strong. be the person you've always been. keep it that way. i daresay that i have been a leader all this while.. but for the first time in my life, i feel disoriented and the road ahead of me aint no walk in the park, and i'm sure that there are so many others out there feeling that way.. A pat on the back for you, and i promise that i'll be there to keep u going when you stumble. i draw strength from people around me. losing any one of them will be devastating.. look around us. how many people have we hurt along the way to get where we are today.. i sincerely apologize to those whom i've struck nerves with. but remember that realizing the error of our ways leads to the growth of character.
A final thankyou and my feelings of gratitude to those who've stood by me through thick and thin; especially those whom i'm close with. i'd never have become the person today without lessons learnt from the past.
G JMTC WMS JMRQ
cheers.
